Monthly Archives: January 2011

Being Sick

I’ve been sick for the last couple of days. In fact, I’m still a little sick. It was mostly congestion in my throat and a fever. I so rarely get sick, that I was completely unprepared. I didn’t have any … Continue reading

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I Got the #$%&~+ Bike Flat Blues

I’m sitting here at the store at 2am waiting for a cab. I only got two blocks away before the front tire gave out. It’s been 3 days since it was last fixed. 3 days! 3 days! I spent a … Continue reading

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Books

I’m reading a book. Every chance I get. I’m reading this book. Mostly on the bus. But, I am reading. I’ve always thought of myself as someone who likes to read. But, when I recently started thinking about what I’ve … Continue reading

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Selflessness is actually selfishness?

When I first started having difficulties with my now ex-girlfriend, we tried seeing a counselor. We each went separately. I didn’t see her often. I don’t exactly know why it wasn’t a long term thing. But, I do remember that … Continue reading

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Eye Contact

I’ve avoided eye contact for so many years, I can’t remember when exactly it started. It’s undoubtedly associated with my long running low self esteem. That may be changing, though. Whether I was walking down the halls of my high … Continue reading

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Panic Attack

Last night, I experienced a panic attack for the first time in at least a year. The stress of having to find a place to live finally caught up with me. It felt like the world was closing in on … Continue reading

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It’s probably in the car.

I carry a small point and shoot camera with me at all times. I never know when I’ll want it. And no, the camera in my phone isn’t good enough for me. But, I also work in a restaurant. To … Continue reading

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