Monthly Archives: August 2011

Going To Sleep & Waking Up

Recently, I posted a music video by a singer who came out as trans. It’s called “Got Monsters”. It’s about a young woman who is haunted by the desire to change genders. You see her being depressed in the shower, … Continue reading

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The Nasty Habits

Yesterday, as I was searching for Oingo Boingo music on youtube (Haven’t I seen all of them by now?), I ran into a cover band called The Nasty Habits. Nothing on their site says where they got the name. But, … Continue reading

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The Vanishing Shadow

One of the best things I did when I was stil dealing with social anxiety personal acceptance, was continue with both laser and electrolysis hair removal. Mostly laser. I never kept track of how many hours of pain I’ve tolerated. … Continue reading

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Clear Thinking Suicidal Thoughts

I almost didn’t write about this. I want to be honest. But, I don’t want a person who is feeling the same way I felt last night to read this and think it might be a good idea. If you … Continue reading

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Memories of Ski Lifts Past

Last night, I saw that a friend, on vacation with his family in Breckenridge, had a little mishap on an alpine slide. It reminded me of my experience at the same location some years back. When love is fading, you’ll … Continue reading

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What Changes?

While speaking with my mom yesterday, the topic was broached that my sister says she can see changes in my body due to the hormones. I don’t see them. But, apparently my mom does as well. She suggested I look … Continue reading

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Save Me, San Francisco?

Last week, while speaking with a gay friend I’ve known since my age group swimming days, he offered to come out here and help me move to San Francisco. While it was a very generous offer. I’m not sure I’m … Continue reading

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