Monthly Archives: April 2012

PTSD Therapy Episode 1: Introductions

I may not end up writing about every appointment. But, since this was the first one I’d like to pat myself on the back a little for actually showing up. With this new job, I thought I wasn’t going to … Continue reading

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Memories of Thuds Gone By

I’m a bit of a restless sleeper. It’s not uncommon for me to wake up to find most or all of my blankets on the floor. This morning, I woke up wondering if someone had tied me up. Sometimes I’ll … Continue reading

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Searching for that Elusive Inner Strength

I was thinking about this on my way to Boulder this evening. I wondered if I was strong enough to withstand the shock of strangers who might hear people address me as “Becca”. Could I hold up to that? How … Continue reading

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Easter, 2012

It’s been hard not being frustrated with my family over the last year. Holidays have been hard. My sister has put my parent’s in a hard situation. I don’t blame them. They have bowed to my sister’s pressure so that … Continue reading

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Subcutaneous Fear

I’ve thought quite a bit about whether to post this. When thinking about this blog, I’ve always felt that honesty should win out. An open and frank discussion is always the best way to understand where we are coming from. … Continue reading

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Do You Want The Cherry On Top?

I usually stay well away from McDonalds. But, on my way home from group tonight, I was feeling nostalgic for a chocolate shake. Below is the conversation I had at the drive-thru window. Pimply faced teenager: “Here you go.” Me: … Continue reading

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All Hopped Up On Midol

Some kids go for pot. Some get hooked on meth. Me? I was popping Midol in junior high. I had forgotten about this until I heard someone say something about Midol yesterday. The mention brought back this obscure memory from … Continue reading

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