Monthly Archives: June 2012

Bridge Building

“I feel like a bridge builder. but, it is a strange bridge that I am building. I stand on one of the banks, which is the present day. there I have driven in the first pile. And I must build … Continue reading

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The VA Circle Jerk

I got up early this morning and made the cross town journey on my bike to the VA hospital here in Denver to see my primary care doctor about getting back on hormones. What I was met with was more … Continue reading

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Pride Fears

Today is the first day of Denver’s Pride Fest. And I can’t leave the house. I’ve tried 4 times. I get maybe a block or two from the house and I have to turn back. I can’t breathe. I’ll have … Continue reading

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Trans, The Documentary

Last night, I went to a viewing of a new documentary called Trans at the Denver GLBT Center. It was very well attended and the film itself was one of the best representations of what it’s like to be transgender … Continue reading

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Boobs

Last year, while hanging out in the upstairs loft of a bar I used to go too, my friend Samantha leaned over closer to me and hovering her hand about six inches above my chest said “How do you hide … Continue reading

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Finding That Old Positive Path

Monday, toward the conclusion of my PTSD counseling appointment my therapist and I spoke about a few things. One of them was a theory currently being talked about in the psychology profession that people go through a couple of different … Continue reading

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So Far From Your Weapon

Disclaimer: Although not horrific in nature, this post is not intended for young kids. Also, probably not safe for work. trauma (noun): 1. A deeply distressing or disturbing experience. 2. Emotional shock following a stressful event or a physical injury…. … Continue reading

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